皮迪德尔-迪德尔-迪德尔 皮迪德尔-迪德尔-迪德尔 Pididdle-diddle-diddle, pididdle-diddle-diddle
皮迪德尔-迪德尔-迪德尔 Pididdle-diddle-diddle
皮迪德尔-迪德尔-迪德尔 Pididdle-diddle-diddle...
我想要一个有节拍的节奏 带我到门口 I want a rhythm with a beat, bring me to the door
我想要一个节奏与岩石 带我到地板上 I want a rhythm with a rock to lead me to the floor
我想要一个带卷的节奏 下降到我的脚 I want a rhythm with a roll, goes down to my feet
我想听他们演奏那个摇滚乐 是的 I want to hear them play that rock and roll beat, yeah...
因为没有什么可以做 'Cause there's nothing left for me to do
-或者说 -沙拉拉 - Or say - Sha-la-la
虽然我一直希望 Though I always hoped
总有一天你会是我的 That you'd be mine someday...
他让我做事 He makes me do things
我不想做 I don't want to do
他让我说点什么 He makes me say things
我不想说 I don't want to say
虽然我试图打破 And though I try to break away
我知道我不能停止说我崇拜他 I know I can't stop saying I adore him
不能停止为他做事 Can't stop doing things for him
他有 He's got the power of
爱的力量超过我 Power of love over me
艹！ Slut!
他让我留下来 And he makes me stay
在我不想留下来 When I don't want to stay
他让我说点什么 He makes me say things
我不想说 I don't want to say
虽然我试图打破 And though I try to break away
不 我不能停止说我崇拜他 No, I can't stop saying I adore him
不能停止为他做事 Can't stop doing things for him
他有 He's got the power of
爱的力量超过我 Power of love over me
他有力量 He's got the power
爱的力量超过我 The power of love over me.
你没事吧？你什么都没吃 Are you okay? You're not eating anything.
我说过我不舒服 I told you I wasn't feeling well.
告诉她 她有多伟大 Tell her how great she was.
赞美别人有点难 It's kind of hard to compliment someone
总是心情不好 who's always in a foul mood.
这是一个阶段 It's a phase.
继续告诉自己 Keep telling yourself that.
你真的很好 You were really good.
-嗯 -告诉她 - Mm. - Tell her.
妈 要我告诉你 Your mother wants me to tell you
你是多么伟大 how great you are.
吃屎 Eat shit.
我能来一个吗？ Can I have one?
你今天想要什么？ What do you want today?
-布莱德 -布莱德？ - Braid. - Braid?
没问题 You got it.
我们穿上你的衬衫吧 Let's get your shirt on.
上 上 Up, up.
你感觉好点了吗？ Are you feeling any better?
没有 Not really.
你要我给帕特医生打电话吗？ Do you want me to call Dr. Pat?
不 No.
在她脑子里 It's in her head.
她需要检查她的头 She needs to get her head checked.
好了 来吧 All right, come on.
夹克穿 Jacket on.
-我们走 我们走 -我的手臂呢？ - Let's go, let's go. - Where's my arm?
早上好 Well, good morning.
-早上好 -我能帮你什么？ - Morning. - How can I help you?
我想知道我是否可以参加考试 Um, I wanted to know if I could possibly take a test.
这就是我们要做的 That's what we do.
这就是我们来这里的原因 That's what we're here for.
你为什么不签 Uh, why don't you sign in,
脱下你的外套 坐一坐 take off your coat, and have a seat.
好 Okay.
是的 Yep.
-你好？ -嗨 - Hello? - Hi.
我们有个女孩来这里考试 Uh, we've got a girl out here for a test.
好 Okay.
秋天？ Autumn?
准备好了吗？ You ready?
进来 让自己在家 Come on in and make yourself at home.
你可以坐在这里 而且 嗯 我们再谈一会儿 You can just sit here, and... and, uh, we'll talk for a bit.
今天你为什么来这里？ What brings you here today?
我最近感觉不太好 I just haven't been feeling that well lately.
听到这个消息我很难过 I'm sorry to hear that.
这已经持续了多久了？ How long has that been going on?
有一阵子 A while.
你上一个时期是什么时候？ And when was your last period?
我不太清楚 I don't know exactly.
我有点不规律 I'm kind of irregular.
你几岁？ How old are you?
嗯 17岁 Um, 17.
妈妈知道你在这里吗？ Does mom know you're here?
呃 不她在工作 Uh, no. She's working.
哦 我明白 Oh, I understand.
嗯 今天 我们要做 Uh, well, today, we're going to be doing
自我管理的测试 a self-administered test.
但是我想让你知道一些事情 But I want to let you know something.
即使它是负面的 它仍然可能是积极的 Even if it's negative, it could still be positive.
那到底是什么意思？ What does that mean exactly?
嗯 我的意思是 如果它是阴性的 你可能想重做测试 Well, I mean, if it's negative, you might want to redo the test
几周后 如果你仍然担心的话 in a few weeks if you're still concerned.
好 Okay.
所以 把它浸入这里 So, just dip it in here.
那是超市的测试吗？ Is that a test from the supermarket?
是的 Yes.
我告诉你这是一个自我管理的测试 I told you it was a self-administered test.
这似乎是一个积极的 That looks like a positive.
如果是积极的 Um, if it's positive,
有什么可能是负面的吗？ is there any way it could be negative?
不 No.
积极总是积极的 A positive is always a positive.
过得好一天 Have a great day.
你好 你好吗？ Hi. How are you?
-只是这些？卡？ -是的 - Just these? Card? - Yeah.
-你好 -嘿 - Hello. - Hey.
-你今天怎么样？ -好的 - How are you doing today? - Okay.
看起来你好像在举办派对 It looks suspiciously like you are throwing a party.
嘿 嘿 你邀请自己吗？ Um, hey, you inviting yourself?
不 不 不 只是观察 No, no, no, just an observation.
-什么 你不喜欢聚会吗？ -呃 不 - What, don't you like to party? - Uh, no.
对不起 我不是这个意思 Sorry. That's not what I meant.
你下班是怎么下班？ Well, what time do you get off work?
晚 Late.
如果我给你地址怎么样？ How about if I give you the address
如果你改变主意？ if you change your mind?
十 二十 三十 Ten, 20, 30...
-四十 五十 六十 -等等 不是在同一时间 - 40, 50, 60... - Wait, not at the same time.
-你会把我弄乱 -对不起 - You'll mess me up. - Sorry.
我看见你今天不在学校 I saw you weren't at school today.
我去看医生了 I went to the doctor.
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
是的 我很好 Yeah, I'm fine.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
女孩的问题 Girl problems.
抽筋不好？ Bad cramps?
是的 Yeah.
我也得到这些 I get those, too.
几乎烧透了 Pretty much burn through
每个月一瓶止痛药 a bottle of painkillers, like, every month.
是的 也是 Yeah, same.
你不希望自己成为一个男人吗？ Don't you ever just wish you were a dude?
一直以来 All the time.
我喜欢那东西 I like that thing.
哦 谢谢 Oh, thanks.
嘿 Hey.
亲爱的 Sweetie.
嘿 你好 Hey. Hi.
至少这房子里有人爱我 At least someone in this house loves me.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 嘿 嘿 Hey, hey, hey.
嘿 Hey.
那是个女孩 That's a girl.
谁是个好女孩 嗯？ Who's a good girl, hmm?
是的 你喜欢这样 Yeah, you like that.
你这个小贱人 You little slut.
-谁是小贱人？ -停止 - Who's a little slut? - Stop.
什么？她喜欢 What? She likes it.
那是个女孩 That's a girl.
看看她有多容易 Look how easy she is.
好 Okay.
这是你美丽的孩子 This is your beautiful baby.
你大约十个星期了 You are about ten weeks along.
很难说 但是 Hard to say precisely, but...
一切看起来都很正常 everything looks pretty normal.
这个 And this...
是你听过的最神奇的声音 is the most magical sound you will ever hear.
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
是的 我很好 Yeah, I'm fine.
我知道这有很多需要接受的 I know this is a lot to take in,
但我肯定一旦你怀里抱着那个美丽的婴儿 but I'm sure once you have that beautiful baby in your arms,
你会忘记你曾经有任何怀疑 you'll forget you ever had any doubts.
我知道这些事 I know these things.
我是母亲 I'm a mother.
我只是不能想象我自己 I just can't imagine that for myself.
嗯 Well...
有很多美好的人 there are many wonderful people
想要孩子 不能拥有他们的人 who want children and can't have them.
我们可以将您连接到收养机构 We can connect you to an adoption agency.
我只是不知道我现在想做什么 I just don't know what I want to do right now.
你是有堕胎意识的吗？ Are you abortion-minded?
有可能吗？ Is that a possibility?
你有时间吗？ Do you have a minute?
我能给你看点什么吗？ Could I show you something?
你即将看到的视频揭开了可怕的真相的面具 The video you are about to see unmasks the terrible truth
堕胎是一种暴力行为 that abortion is an act of violence
杀死一个婴儿 which kills a baby.
一些孩子 我们会给你看 Some of the children we'll show you
代表典型的九周和十周堕胎 represent typical nine- and ten-week abortions.
因为堕胎从未实施过 Because abortions are never committed
在怀孕第六周之前 prior to the sixth week of pregnancy,
每个儿童流产杀死 every child abortion kills
已经如此充分形成 她的心脏跳动 is already so fully formed that her heart's beating
和她的大脑产生脑电波活动 and her brain's producing brain wave activity.
然而 你会看到的许多婴儿的年龄范围 Many of the babies you'll see, however, range in age
通过怀孕的第二和第三个三个月 through the second and third trimesters of pregnancy...
这里 Here.
如果可以的话 我会把这个放进袋子里 I'll put this in the bag for you, if that's okay.
嘿 你没事吧？ Hey. Are you okay?
我应该打电话给妈吗？ Should I call your mom?
不 我现在没事了 No, I'm okay now.
是否确定？ Are you sure?
是的 Yeah.
医生怎么说的？ What did the doctor say?
他们真的帮不了我 They couldn't really help me.
为什么不呢？ Why not?
我参加了考试 I took a test.
什么测试？ Wh-What test?
-对不起 -怎么了？ - Excuse me. - What is it?
我表弟不舒服 Uh, my cousin isn't feeling well.
她怎么了？ What's wrong with her?
她有胃病 She has a stomach bug.
好 Okay.
我想我需要带她回家 I think I need to take her home.
嗯 她又在日程上工作了两个小时 Well, she's on the schedule for two more hours.
她不能等吗？ Can't she wait?
她不能 She can't.
真的只是几个小时 It's really just a few more hours.
如果你离开 我会感到孤独 I'd get lonely if you left.
我会没事的 I'll be fine.
给你 There you go.
你好？ Hello?
你好 贝丝在打电话 Hi. It's Beth calling
来自艾伦斯伯勒妇女诊所 from Ellensboro Women's Clinic.
嗨 嗨 Uh, hi.
嗯 我很乐意和你多坐聊天 Uh, I'd love to sit with you more and talk.
好 Okay.
我想知道你今天晚些时候能回来 I'm wondering if you can come back in later today.
嗯 不 我真的很忙 Um, no, I'm really busy.
答案是肯定的 Of course.
那么 明天呢？ Well, how about tomorrow?
我能给你回电话吗？ Can I call you back?
-现在不是好时机 -嗯 没问题 - Now's not a really good time. - Uh, no problem.
或者我可以在一小会儿再试一次 Or I-I could try you again in a little while.
-无论哪种方式 -是的 是的 好的再见 - Either way. - Yeah, yeah, okay. Bye.
我想我们必须在这里转换 I think we have to switch here.
为什么？ Why?
我不知道为什么 我们只是做 I don't know why. We just do.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 对不起 Hey, excuse me.
你知道这辆公共汽车什么时候开吗？ Do you know what time this bus gets in?
我不知道 比如下午2点 I don't know, like 2:00 p.m.
事实上 我就是这么想的 That's what I thought, actually.
酷 Cool.
你要去纽约吗？ You going to New York?
是的 Yeah.
疯狂的爱纽约 Freaking love New York.
这是我最喜欢的城市 It's kind of my favorite city.
是的 我们也是 Yeah, us, too.
费城很酷 Philly's cool and all...
你知道 这肯定有历史 you know, it's definitely got history...
但纽约 像 我想因为的方式 but New York, like, I think because of the way
城市的设置和一切 the city's s-set up and everything,
你被迫与人互动 you're forced to interact with people
和你一样 who are just nothing like you.
有点像这辆公共汽车 Kind of like this bus.
真有意思 That's funny.
你在那儿干什么？ What are you doing there?
看到家人和东西 Seeing family and stuff.
嗯 我是说 我知道你会很忙 Well, I mean, I know you'll be pretty busy and all,
但是 but, um...
不管怎样 你们这些女孩喜欢现场音乐吗？ by any chance, do you girls like live music?
我们可能很忙 Uh, we're probably gonna be, um, pretty busy.
是的 Yeah.
是的 我知道了 Yeah, I get it.
对不起 Sorry.
好吧 如果你给我你的号码 我会发短信给你的信息 Well, if you give me your number, I'll text you the info.
也许你会改变主意 Maybe you'll change your mind.
给你 Here you go.
刚给你发了短信 Just texted you.
哦 拿到了 Oh, got it.
你们知道你要去哪里吗？ You girls know where you're going?
-什么？ -你知道你要去哪里吗？ - What? - Do you know where you're going?
哦 是的 是的 Oh, yeah, yeah.
-你确定吗？ -是的 - You sure? - Yeah.
好 Okay.
我会发短信给你的 I'll text you.
嗨 嗨对不起 Uh, hi. Excuse me.
嘿 你好吗？ Hey, how you doing?
你能告诉我怎么去44法院街吗？ Can you tell me how to get to 44 Court Street?
是的 把A或C带到市中心去 Yeah, take the A or C downtown.
在杰伊下车 Get off at Jay.
你怎么 Uh, how do you get...
你怎么从这里到地铁？ how do you get to the subway from here?
地铁？直接走那条路 Subway? Just go directly that way.
下楼去有好的一天 Go downstairs. Have a nice day.
谢谢 Thanks.
请请大家 女士们 I.D.s, please, ladies.
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
所以 我们会让你们都登录 So, we're gonna get you all signed in.
嗯 你要在这里签上你的名字 Um, you're gonna sign your name over here.
好吧 然后你的出生日期 All right, and then your date of birth.
然后是今天的日期 And then today's date.
-然后是你的签名 -好的 - And then your signature. - Okay.
如果您有任何问题 请告诉我 Let me know if you have any questions,
-我们准备好了就给你打电话 -是的 - and we'll call you when we're ready. - Yeah.
好 Okay.
我只是想复习一些信息 I just want to review some information,
然后我们就把你都安排起来 and then we'll get you all set up.
好？你能先核实一下吗？ Okay? Uh, can you start by verifying
请查出你的名字和出生日期？ your name and date of birth, please?
嗯 秋卡拉汉 Um, Autumn Callahan.
2002年8月19日 August 19, 2002.
好 Okay.
除了怀孕测试 And in addition to the pregnancy test
和声像 我们也喜欢让你测试性病 and the sonogram, we also like to have you tested for STDs.
可以吗？ Is that okay?
是的 那很好 嗯 但我已经采取 Yeah, that's fine, um, but I did already take
怀孕测试 我做了一个声像 a pregnancy test, and I did a sonogram.
好 好吧 我明白 Okay. All right, I understand.
嗯 但我们总得走今天得到的 Um, but we always have to go by the one that we get today
在我们办公室 here in our office,
与我们的技术人员和我们的设备 with our technician and on our equipment.
还行吗？ Is that still okay?
-好的 -好的 - Okay. - Okay.
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
是的 我很好只是累了 Yeah, I'm fine. Just tired.
毫米 Mm.
嗯 声像显示你大约18周 Well, the sonogram is showing that you are about 18 weeks.
听起来你这么想吗？ Does that sound about as far along as you thought?
呃 不 嗯 Uh, no, um...
我之前去的地方说 我是十个星期 the place I went to before said that I was ten weeks.
嗯 可能有一些误差范围 Well, there can be some margin of error,
但它通常在三到四天的范围内 but it's usually in the three-to four-day range.
这就是为什么它总是对我们很重要 Which is why it's always important for us
再做一次 to do them again.
嗯 不 我以前做过的声像 Um, no, the-the sonogram I did before,
他们肯定说我是十个星期 they definitely said I was ten weeks.
在哪儿？ Where was that?
回到我的镇子 Back in my town.
我有一种感觉 这是不准确的 I have a feeling that that was inaccurate.
在这个特定的设施 At this specific facility,
诊所内堕胎最多提供12周 in-clinic abortions are offered up to 12 weeks
在你最后一个月经期的开始日期之后 after the start date of your last menstrual period.
那我该怎么办？ Then what am I supposed to do?
我要送你去我们曼哈顿的工厂 I'm going to send you to our Manhattan facility,
他们明天应该能带你第一件事 and they should be able to take you first thing tomorrow.
你不能打电话看看他们现在是否会带我去吗？ Uh, can't you call and see if they'll take me now?
到你到达那里时 它们就要关门了 By the time you get there, they're gonna be closed.
我真的不能等到那时 I really can't wait until then.
我只是觉得这是不可能的 I just don't think it's gonna be possible.
但他们将能够给你 But they are going to be able to give you
你明天需要的护理 the care that you need tomorrow.
不会有事的 It's gonna be okay.
看看这个 Look at this.
那是谁？ Who's that?
你知道的 You know.
就是那个人 It's that guy.
不要鼓励他 Don't encourage him.
我不是 I'm not.
他认真给我发了三次短信 He seriously texted me three times.
-看 -你回信了吗？ - Look. - Did you write back?
不 No.
那么 删除 删除 删除 Well, then delete, delete, delete.
是的 Yep.
这个地区已经关闭了 This area's closed.
你不能睡在这里 You cannot sleep here.
这个地区在两小时之间关闭 This area's closed between the hours
凌晨 1:00 和 5:30 of 1:00 a.m. and 5:30 a.m.
加油 斯凯拉尔 Come on. Skylar.
凹槽与 Groove with that
我们吉文'他们炒作 所以让我们移动 We givin' 'em hype, so let's move that
让我们巡航 来吧 Let's cruise with that, come on
费城 洛杉矶 纽约 "A" Philly, L.A., New York, the "A"
维加斯 奇镇 华盛顿特区 迈阿密 Vegas, Chi-Town, D.C., Miami
矮想整晚都要聚会 好吧 好吧 Shorty wanna party all night, well, all right then
当我们炒作他们时 粉丝们像城市灯光一样闪耀 Fans shining like city lights when we hype them
我们炒作他们 我们摇滚从伦敦到T点 We hype them, we rock from London to T Dot
在空中的戒指 让我展示他们我们得到了什么 Rings in the air, let me show 'em what we got
这里就到了 好吧 好吧 This right here goes there, well, all right
让我们炒作他们 炒作他们 吉文'他们炒作 然后 Let's hype them, hype them, givin' 'em hype, and then
费城 洛杉矶 纽约 "A" Philly, L.A., New York, the "A"
维加斯 奇镇 华盛顿特区 迈阿密 Vegas, Chi-Town, D.C., Miami
矮想整晚都要聚会 好吧 好吧 Shorty wanna party all night, well, all right then
当我们炒作他们时 粉丝们像城市灯光一样闪耀 Fans shining like city lights when we hype them
我们炒作他们 我们摇滚从伦敦到T点 We hype them, we rock from London to T Dot
空中的戒指 让我向他们展示我们得到的东西 Rings in the air, let me show 'em what we got...
-那 -你在干什么？ - And then... - What are you doing?
叫做法国洗浴 It's called a French whore bath.
哦 Oh.
哦 通过通过 Oh, pass. Pass.
我很好 I'm good.
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
我能拿一个吗？ Can I get one of those?
我能拿一个吗？ Um, can I get one of these?
我还能买一个吗？ Can I get one of those, too?
这里 Here.
给你 Here you go.
圣玛丽 上帝之母 Holy Mary, Mother of God,
为我们罪人祈祷 pray for us sinners,
现在 在我们的死亡的时刻 阿门 now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
圣玛丽 上帝之母 为我们罪人祈祷 Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
现在 在我们的死亡的时刻 阿门 now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
圣玛丽 上帝之母 为我们罪人祈祷 Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
现在 在我们的死亡的时刻 阿门 now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
圣玛丽 上帝之母 为我们罪人祈祷 Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners...
耶稣 记住我 Jesus, remember me
当你进入你的王国 When you come into your kingdom
耶稣 记住我 Jesus, remember me
当你进入你的王国时 When you come into your kingdom...
把你的包起来 Put your bags up.
圣玛丽 上帝之母 Holy Mary, Mother of God...
秋天？ Autumn?
你好 快进来 Hi. Come on in.
好 Okay.
我是你的财务顾问30V So, I'm your financial counselor.
我将帮助你整理今天的付款 I'll be helping you sort out the payment for today.
您目前是否投保？ Are you currently insured?
-是的 -太好了 - Yes. - Great.
我能看看你的保险卡吗？ Can I see your insurance card?
伟大 Great.
哦 等等如果我这样做 Oh, wait. Um, if I do this,
我父母能拿到账单吗？ would my parents get some kind of bill?
他们会得到一份声明 They'd get a statement.
没错 That's correct.
我还有别的事吗？ Um, is there anything else I can do?
那我们为什么不弄清楚你能付些什么呢？ Um, well, why don't we just figure out what you can pay,
然后剩下的 我们可以 and then the rest, we can...
想办法用私人资金来补充 figure out a way to supplement with private funds.
-好吗？ -好的 - All right? - Okay.
哦 继续 抓住它 Oh. Go ahead, and just hold on to that.
那是楼下要付款的 That'll be for downstairs for payment.
我需要你做的就是填写这张表格 All I need you to do is fill out this form,
就在这里 我们会让你开始 right here, and we'll get you started.
-好吗？ -好的 - Okay? - Okay.
嗨 秋天我是凯莉我是你的顾问 Hi, Autumn. I'm Kelly. I'm your counselor.
-你好吗？ -好的 - How are you doing? - Okay.
你在布鲁克林的计划生育中心做了一个声像 So, you had a sonogram at the Planned Parenthood in Brooklyn,
声像显示你怀孕18周了 and the sonogram is showing that you're 18 weeks pregnant.
你是这么想的吗？ Is that about what you thought?
嗯 不 Um, no.
好吧 你认为你是多少星期？ Okay, how many weeks did you think you were?
我以为我是十个星期 I thought I was ten weeks.
十个星期？好吧 有时候会这样 Ten weeks? Okay, that happens sometimes.
因为你已经18周了 你在第二个三个月 Because you're 18 weeks, you're in the second trimester,
这将是一个为期两天的程序 好吗？ this is gonna be a two-day procedure, okay?
有办法在一天之内完成这一切吗？ Is there any way you can do it all in one day?
不幸的是 必须这样做 Unfortunately, it has to be done
在两天的过程中 over the course of two days.
我们必须把扩张器放在子宫颈 We have to put dilators in the cervix
使子宫颈可以慢慢打开过夜 so that the cervix can open up slowly overnight.
这样 这个程序就可以在明天安全地完成 That way, the procedure can be done safely tomorrow.
你明天能回来吗？ Will you be able to come back tomorrow?
是的 Yeah.
好 Okay.
我还需要知道你绝对肯定 I also need to know that you're absolutely sure
你决定终止这次怀孕 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy.
你确定你的决定吗？ Are you sure of your decision?
-是的 -好的 - Yeah. - Okay.
因为如果你出于任何原因改变主意 'Cause if you, for any reason, change your mind,
可能有严重的医疗考虑 there could be serious medical considerations
如果您没有完成该过程的第二部分 if you don't complete the second part of the procedure.
-好的 -好吗？ - Okay. - Okay?
你今晚有地方住吗？ Do you have a place to stay tonight?
我知道你是从远处来的 I know you came from far away.
是的 是的 Yeah. Yeah.
你打算住在哪里？ Where are you gonna stay?
我不知道 我只是想去旅馆或者别的什么的 I don't know. I was just gonna go to a hotel or something.
好 酒店很贵 Okay. Hotels are pretty expensive.
你有钱吗？ Do you have the money for that?
我会弄清楚的 I'll figure it out.
我们与志愿者合作 帮助您 We work with volunteers that can help you
有地方住 with a place to stay.
如果你想我 我可以和他们联系 I can reach out to them if you want me to.
是的 我 知道了 Yeah, I... I got it.
-很好 -好的 - It's fine. - Okay.
今天谁和你一起去的？ Who came with you today?
我的表弟 My cousin.
他们支持过吗？ Have they been supportive?
-是的 -好的 - Yeah. - Okay.
你能告诉我是什么导致了你的决定吗？ Can you tell me what led to your decision
终止妊娠？ to terminate the pregnancy?
我 我只是还没准备好做妈妈 I... I'm just not ready to be a mom.
那完全没问题 That's totally fine.
不管你的决定是什么 Whatever your decision is
完全没问题 只要是你的 is totally fine as long as it's yours.
有谁给你施压 Is there anyone who's pressuring you
今天在这里终止这次怀孕？ to be here today to terminate this pregnancy?
不 No.
好 Okay.
我要问你一些问题 I'm gonna ask you some questions
关于你的病史 about your medical history.
好？有很多问题 Okay? There's lots of questions.
尽你所能地回答 Just answer as best you can.
你吃药吗？ Do you take any medication
还是经常使用任何药物？ or use any drugs on a regular basis?
-不 -你吃过药吗？ - No. - Have you taken any medication
还是今天使用任何种类的药物？ or used any drugs of any kind today?
不 No.
你以前有医疗问题吗？ Have you ever had any medical problems before,
像贫血 哮喘 高血压 like anemia, asthma, high blood pressure,
像这样吗？ anything like that?
我不知道 别这么认为 I don't know. Don't think so.
好 Okay.
你对任何药物过敏吗？ Are you allergic to any medication?
-不 -不？ - No. - No?
你对乳胶或贝类过敏吗？ You have any allergies to latex or shellfish?
不 No.
你以前做过手术吗？ Have you ever had surgery before?
-不 -不？ - No. - No?
曾经在医院里找过什么吗？ Ever been in the hospital for anything?
不 No.
你以前麻醉过吗？ Have you ever had anesthesia before?
-不 -不？好 - No. - No? Okay.
你家里有谁有大病 Anyone in your family have any major illness,
比如癌症 糖尿病 高血压？20V like cancer, diabetes, high blood pressure?
-父母 祖父母？ -呃 - Parents, grandparents? - Uh...
-不 不是我知道的 -好的 - No, not that I know of. - Okay.
你有健康的饮食吗？ And do you have a healthy diet?
我认为如此 I think so.
有点？ Kind of?
你经常锻炼吗？ Do you exercise regularly?
-不是真的 -好的 - Not really. - Okay.
-你用安全带吗？ -是的 - Do you use seat belts? - Yeah.
好的 很好 Okay, good.
最近的生活有什么变化或压力吗？ Any recent life changes or stresses?
嗯 不 Um, no.
好 Okay.
家里有健康危害吗？ Any health hazards at home?
没有 Not really.
你上次去看医生是什么时候？ When was the last time you went to the doctor?
就像一年前一样 Uh, like a year ago.
好 Okay.
你第一次做爱是在什么年龄的？ And at what age did you first have sex?
-嗯 14岁 -好的 - Uh, 14. - Okay.
你有过什么样的性活动？ And what types of sexual activity have you had?
阴道 肛门 口腔？ Vaginal, anal, oral?
-全部 -好的 - All of them. - Okay.
你目前拥有多少性伴侣？ And how many sexual partners do you currently have?
-呃 一个 -好的 - Uh, one. - Okay.
你的伴侣能有其他合作伙伴吗？ And could your partner have any other partners
你知道的？ that you're aware of?
-可能吧 -好的 - Probably. - Okay.
有多少性伴侣 And how many sexual partners
你过去12个月有吗？ have you had in the last 12 months?
呃 两个 Uh, two.
你一生中怎么样？ How about in your lifetime?
-六个 -好的 - Six. - Okay.
您是否使用任何避孕套或任何其他障碍 Do you use any condoms or any other barriers
保护自己免受艾滋病毒或其他感染？ to protect yourself against HIV or other infections?
-毫米 -是吗？ - Mm-hmm. - Yeah?
好的 很好 Okay, good.
我想花几分钟和你谈谈 I want to spend a few minutes talking with you
关于你的关系 好吗？ about your relationships, okay?
因为它们会影响你的健康 Because they can affect your health.
你知道吗？ Did you know that?
不？好吧 No? All right.
所以我要问你一些问题 So I'm gonna ask you some questions.
他们可以是真正的个人 They can be really personal.
你所要做的就是回答 And all you have to do is answer either
"从不"、"很少"、"有时"或"永远" "never," "rarely," "sometimes" or "always."
有点像多选择 It's kind of like multiple choice,
但这不是测试 but it's not a test.
-好的 -好吗？ - Okay. - Okay?
在过去的一年里 你的伴侣拒绝戴避孕套 In the past year, your partner has refused to wear a condom.
从不 很少 Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
嗯 有时候. Um, sometimes.
好 Okay.
你的伴侣搞砸了你的节育 And your partner messes with your birth control
或试图让你怀孕时 你不想 or tries to get you pregnant when you don't want to be.
-呃 -从不 很少 - Uh... - Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
呃 从来没有 Uh, never.
好 Okay.
你的伴侣威胁或吓到你了 Your partner has threatened or frightened you.
从不 很少 Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
你为什么问我这个？ Why are you asking me this?
我想确保你安全 I want to make sure that you're safe.
你的伴侣威胁或吓到你了 Your partner's threatened or frightened you.
从不 很少 Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
嗯 很少 Um, rarely.
好 Okay.
你的伴侣打了你 打了你一耳光 Your partner has hit you, slapped you
或伤害你 or physically hurt you.
从不 很少 Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
你的伴侣曾经打过你 打了你一耳光 Has your partner ever hit you, slapped you
还是身体上伤害你？ or physically hurt you?
有人伤害你吗？ Is someone hurting you?
一些 Some...
没关系 It's okay.
只是还有几个问题 好吗？ It's just a couple more questions, all right?
你的伴侣让你做爱 Your partner has made you have sex
当你不想的时候 when you didn't want to.
从不 很少 Never, rarely,
有时 总是 sometimes, always.
没关系 It's okay.
我想确保你安全 I want to make sure you're safe,
如果可以的话 我想帮你 and I want to help you if I can.
我还有一个问题要问你 好吗 秋？ I have just one more question for you, okay, Autumn?
有谁强迫你性行为 Has anyone forced you into a sexual act
在你的有生之年吗？ ever in your lifetime?
是或否？ Yes or no?
嗯 是的 Uh, yeah.
好 Okay.
你想告诉我吗？ Do you want to tell me about it?
-不 不是 -没关系 - No, not... - It's okay.
我给你我的号码 你可以打电话给我 I'm gonna give you my number, and you can call me.
我们今天不必谈论它 We don't have to talk about it today,
但如果你需要谈谈 你可以打电话给我 but you can call me if you need to talk
或者如果你需要帮助 好吗？ or if you need some help, okay?
你有什么问题要问我吗？ Do you have any questions for me?
是 Um, is it...
程序 会很痛苦吗？ the procedure... is it gonna be painful?
会有点不舒服的 It's gonna be a little uncomfortable.
你以前做过GYN考试吗？ Have you ever had a GYN exam before?
-不 -好吧 - No. - Okay.
它会在手术室里 It's gonna be in an operating room.
会有医生会有护士 There's gonna be a doctor. There's gonna be a nurse.
会有一个医疗助理 There's gonna be a medical assistant.
如果你想让我去 我可以和你在一起 I can be there with you if you want me to be.
你要我和你一起去吗？ Would you like me to go with you?
-当然可以 -好的 - Sure. - Okay.
好吧 今天参加GYN考试就像一样 Okay, so it's kind of like having a GYN exam today.
他们会在阴道里放一个光谱 They're gonna put a speculum in the vagina.
他们会把拉明纳放进子宫颈 They're gonna put laminaria into the cervix,
而这正是帮助子宫颈在一夜之间打开的 and that's what's gonna help the cervix open overnight.
好吧 所以会感到不舒服 All right, so it's gonna feel uncomfortable...
有点像压力 有点像你要小便 kind of like pressure, kind of like you have to pee...
但不应该伤害 but it shouldn't hurt.
-好的 -好的 - Okay. - Okay.
如果你今晚有严重的疼痛 你必须打电话给我们 If you have any really bad pain tonight, you have to call us.
-好的 -好吗？ - Okay. - Okay?
然后 当你明天回来 Then, when you come back tomorrow
对于该过程的第二部分 for the second part of the procedure,
对于那部分 你会睡着的 for that part, you're gonna be asleep.
好吧 那我也可以和你在一起 Okay, and I can be with you then, too.
我要去 就像 去下？ I'm gonna, like, go under?
-毫米 -好的 - Mm-hmm. - Okay.
就十分钟左右 Just for about ten minutes.
很快 好吗？ It's pretty quick, all right?
-好的 -然后 - Okay. - And then,
当你醒来时 你会在恢复室 when you wake up, you'll be in the recovery room.
你一切都完了 You're gonna be all done.
-然后你可以回家 -好的 - Then you can go home. - Okay.
好吧 All right.
准备好了吗？ Are you ready?
-这么想 -好的 - Think so. - Okay.
剩下的钱呢？ Where's the rest of the money?
我不得不用这一切来约会 I had to use it all for the appointment.
为什么他们今天不能全部做？ Why couldn't they do it all today?
如果你想 你可以回家 You can go home if you want.
你好 Hi.
我能帮你什么？ How can I help you?
对不起 我很抱歉 Um, I'm sorry.
我们丢了票 我们想知道 We lost our tickets, and we were wondering...
有什么办法可以为我们重印的吗？ is there any way that you could reprint them for us?
你有收据吗？ Do you have a receipt?
不 不幸的是 我们也失去了它 No, we lost that, too, unfortunately.
没有购买证明 我无法重新签发车票 I can't reissue the tickets without proof of purchase.
好 Okay.
那么两张票多少钱 Um, how much for two tickets, then,
去宾夕法尼亚州的艾伦斯伯勒？ to Ellensboro, Pennsylvania?
每美元66.50美元 $66.50 each.
$66.50. $66.50.
谢谢 Thank you.
你要我给我妈妈打电话吗？ Do you want me to call my mom?
不 No.
你要我打电话给妈吗？ Do you want me to call your mom?
不 No.
那你要我怎么做？ Then what do you want me to do?
滚开 Fuck off.
请注意你 Your attention, please.
看着我 Look at me.
-嘿 -嘿 - Hey. - Hey.
你的家人怎么样？ How was, uh, your family thing?
没事了 It was okay.
我不确定我是否会听到你的声音 I wasn't sure if I was gonna hear from you.
我们很忙 We were pretty busy.
想和我一起去市中心玩这个东西吗？ Want to come with me to this thing downtown?
嗯 我们实际上需要在这里闲逛 Um, we actually kind of need to hang around here,
如果可以的话 if that's okay.
好 Okay.
好吧 我们来喝一杯吧 Uh, well, let's get a drink.
哦 我还没21岁 Oh, I'm-I'm not 21 yet.
你几岁？ How old are you?
20. 20.
好吧 在纽约没有人真正卡 所以 Okay, well, no one really cards in New York, so...
嗯 如果我们能 Um... if we can just
如果可以的话 在这里吃点东西 grab a bite to eat in here, if that's okay.
492! 492!
你确定你什么都不要？ Sure you don't want anything?
-我们很好 -好的 - We're good. - Okay.
总是很尴尬 It's always so embarrassing
在你不认识的人面前吃饭 to eat in front of people you don't really know.
当你是唯一一个吃饭的人时 情况就更糟了 It's even worse when you're the only one eating.
我们只是吃了 但谢谢 We just ate, but thanks.
所以 这个节目就像 超级有趣 So, the show was, like, super fun.
这更像是一场活动 而不是一场表演 It was more like an event than a show.
那是在一个废弃的地铁站里 It was in, um, an abandoned subway station.
你确定你不想来看看吗？ Sure you don't want to come check it out?
另一次 Another time.
我是说 这个城市有很多秘密 I mean, this city has a lot of secrets.
地下水平 Subterranean levels.
去吧 拿一些吧 Go ahead, just take some.
随心所欲 As many as you want.
你到底是从哪里来？ Where you from exactly?
宾夕法尼亚州 Pennsylvania.
诺森伯兰县 Northumberland County.
听起来很令人兴奋 Sounds exciting.
你喜欢在那里做什么？ What do you like to do there?
正常的事情 Normal things.
喜欢？ Like?
学校 工作 School, work.
听起来像一个迷人的地方 Sounds like a fascinating place.
是的 很好 Yeah, it's-it's nice.
你确定你不想和我一起去市中心？ Sure you don't want to come with me downtown?
我们真不能 W-We really can't.
好 Okay.
有车道畅通吗？ Are there any lanes open?
-我们可以把你挤进去是的 -太完美了 - We can squeeze you in. Yeah. - Perfect.
-嗯 今天有多少球员？ -三个 - Uh, how many players today? - Three.
是90.47美元 包括税和鞋 It's $90.47, including tax and shoes.
-我拿到了 -谢谢 - I got it. - Thanks.
哦！上帝啊 Oh! Jesus Christ.
哇 Wow.
你开始杀了它 You're starting out killing it.
你把我胡说三口？ You hustling me?
嘿 Hey.
你很好？ You good?
我应该点一个啤酒罐吗？ Should I order a pitcher of beer?
只是水就好了 Just water will be fine.
你愿意和我一起喝酒吗？ Will you drink with me?
你好？ Hello?
秋天？ Autumn?
妈妈？ Mom?
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
你在哪里？ Where are you?
你在那里吗？ Are you there?
这不是你说的 It's not the things you say
这不是你做的事 It's not the things you do
它必须是更多的东西 It must be something more
如果我觉得这样这么久 And if I feel this way for so long
告诉我 这一切都是一无是的吗？ Tell me, is it all for nothing?
所以走出门 So walk out the door
如果我有你的照片 If I had a photograph of you
或提醒我的东西 Or something to remind me
我不会只希望就花一生 I wouldn't spend my life just wishing.
轮到你了 It's your turn.
矛 Spears.
哦 斯普林斯汀很酷 Ooh, Springsteen. That's cool.
我真的不做卡拉OK 除非我真的喝醉了 I really don't do karaoke unless I'm really drunk.
哦 好吧我应该点更多的饮料吗？ Oh, okay. Should I, uh, order more drinks?
不要让太阳 Don't let the sun
抓住你哭泣 Catch you crying
今晚是时间 Tonight's the time
为你所有的眼泪 For all your tears
今晚你的心可能会破碎 Your heart may be broken tonight
但明天在晨光下 But tomorrow in the morning light
不要让太阳 Don't let the sun
抓住你哭泣 Catch you crying
夜间阴影 The nighttime shadows
消失 Disappear
和他们一起去 And with them go
你所有的眼泪 All your tears
阳光将带给你欢乐 The sunshine will bring you joy
对于每一个女孩和男孩 For every girl and boy
不要让太阳 Don't let the sun...
什么 呃 What, um...
你的公共汽车是哪到什么的？ What time is your bus?
对不起 这真的很尴尬 但是 I'm sorry, this is really awkward, but, um,
我们能问你点事吗？ can we ask you something?
当然 Yeah, sure.
我们丢了车票 天迟到了 We lost our bus tickets, and it got super late,
我们没人打电话 and we don't have anyone to call.
我们能 Could we...
借几块钱？ borrow a few bucks?
-对不起 -当然可以 - Sorry. - Sure.
不 没问题 No, no problem.
我是说 是的确定 I mean, yeah. Sure.
谢谢 Thank you.
只是 Just, uh...
跟我一起去市中心 just come with me downtown,
我们可以在路上在ATM上停车 and we can stop at an ATM on the way.
我希望我们能. I w-wish we could.
听起来不错 但是 Sounds great, but...
我们真的只是把车剪得太近了 we're really just cutting it too close with our bus.
好 Okay.
嗯 Um...
我是说 一切都关了 所以 I mean, everything's closed, so...
是的 Yeah.
我想我们在外面能找到一个 I guess we can find one outside.
好 是的 Okay. Yeah.
你可能厌倦了把那东西拖过来 And you're probably tired of lugging that thing around.
-很好 -我们只是 我们会跑掉 - It's fine. - We'll just... we'll run out
马上回来我们会很快的 and be right back. We'll be quick.
-是 -嗯 - It's-it's... - Um...
好 Okay.
-好的 -来啊 - Okay. - Come.
好 Okay.
-给你 -谢谢 - Here you go. - Thank you.
我们会回来的 Um, we'll get you back.
不用担心 No worries.
我会 I'll, uh...
-我会发短信给你的 -是的 - I'll text you. - Yeah.
再见 Bye.
想看把戏吗？ Want to see a trick?
确定 Sure.
看看这个 好吗？ Look at this, okay?
你好吗？ How are you doing?
我没事 I'm okay.
有疼痛、抽筋、通宵出血吗？ Any pain, cramping, bleeding overnight?
没什么太坏的 Nothing too bad.
好的 很好 Okay, good.
午夜后有什么吃或喝的吗？ And anything to eat or drink since midnight?
不 No.
好 你一定饿了 对吧？ Okay. You must be hungry, right?
-是的 -好的 - Yeah. - Okay.
你一吃完就吃 You can eat as soon as you're done.
-太好了 -好的 - Great. - Okay.
我也想给你做一个后续的约会 I also want to make a follow-up appointment for you.
哦 嗯 我必须回来吗？ Oh, um, do I have to come back?
不 你不必回来 No, you don't have to come back here.
我知道你住得很远 I know you live far away.
但是我想帮你预约 But I would like to help you make an appointment
离家更近的地方 somewhere closer to home.
好？ Okay?
当然 Yeah, sure.
好 Okay.
准备好了吗？ You ready?
我认为如此 是的 I think so. Yeah.
-好的好 -是的 - Okay. Okay. - Yeah.
你能告诉我你的名字 出生日期吗？ Can you tell me your name, birth date
你有什么程序？ and what procedure you're having?
嗯 我叫秋卡拉汉 Um, my name is Autumn Callahan.
2002年8月19日 August 19, 2002.
你刚才问我什么？ And what did you just ask me?
你有什么手术？ What procedure are you having?
我在堕胎 Uh, I'm having an abortion.
在我们开始之前 你有什么问题吗？ Do you have any questions before we start?
不 No.
你准备好睡觉了吗？ Are you ready to go to sleep?
谢谢 Thanks.
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi. - Hi.
-你没事吧？ -是的 - You okay? - Yeah.
那么 我们应该去吗？ So, should we go?
毫米 Mm-hmm.
怎么样？ So, how was it?
你是什么意思？ What do you mean?
是什么样的？ Like, what was it like?
这都是一种 It was kind of whatever.
他们好吗？ Were they nice?
很好 Nice enough.
疼吗？ Did it hurt?
只是不舒服 Just uncomfortable.
你现在感觉如何？ How do you feel now?
累 Tired.
想试试这个吗？ Want to try this?
就像虫子一样 It's like a bug.
-是的 罗利多 -是的 - Yeah, roly-poly. - Yeah.
一个美味的 A delicious one.
可能对你的健康有害 And probably bad for your health.
哦 是的 所以对灵魂有好处 Oh, yeah, so it's good for the soul.
你知道 这都是那种油脂 It's kind of all that grease, you know.
所有的油脂 All that grease.
已经几天没下雨了 It hasn't rained for days
凝视着一座山 Staring at a mountain
范围外 Out of range
听到一只鸟在呼唤 Hear a bird calling
有人来找 Someone's here to reach
在我的痛苦中 Inside my pain
痛苦 Pain
树叶正在转动 The leaves are turning
在我的脑海里 In my mind
他们没有倒下 They haven't fallen
我感觉不到时间 And I can't feel time
风抓住了我 The wind is capturing me
头发在下降 Hair is falling
遮住我的眼睛 Covering my eyes
上升 Rise
风正在变成运动 The wind is turning into movement
我的时间已经不是时候了 And I'm falling out of time
时间 Time
我紧紧地抱着 I held so tight
我摔倒了 I fell right through
我看着黑暗 I looked into a darkness
没人知道 No one knew
我进一步陷入某种东西 I'm falling further into something
我不明白 That I cannot understand
但是你明白 But you understand
你明白 You understand
你明白 You understand.